Grudges

I'm a very forgiving person. Mostly because I forget why I'm angry in the first place. But I really, really hate it when someone hurts someone I love. Which, I'm sure, isn't too surprising. It seems to be a human thing. In my 20+ years of existence, I've only had a grudge against one person. And now, I have a second one.

My sister is a total sweetheart. She's got a heart that's too big for her head, which often makes her seem dumb and trivial. But once you get to know her, you realize there ARE cogs turning in that pretty little head of hers- sometimes, they just don't turn fast enough. Besides, stupidity's HARDLY a reason to dislike someone, and it's almost impossible to hate her. She's had a crap life, also. Alcoholic mom, lazy deadbeat dad, abuse, and some crappy boy/girlfriends (in case you didn't catch on by now, she's not my biological sister).

She doesn't deserve any of that (then again, who really does?). And maybe it's just because she's used to it, but she gets into relationships with guys/girls who keep treating her like a doormat. And she LETS them. Her ex-girlfriend, Jenny, cheated on her with my sister's cousin. Her boyfriend after that was an alcoholic who ended up in court-ordered rehab. Her current boyfriend caught me by surprise, though, which really pissed me off.

As I'm sure you can tell by now, I'm relatively protective of my sister (as a brother should be). So, I was ecstatic when she started dating her current boyfriend. He was nice, not only to her, but the rest of the family, and he was fun, and he seemed really devoted to her (weekly 6 hour drives, here and back). Then, she moved to Anchorage. And the dumb bitch (that's my sister) put herself in the worst possibly place.

She started living with him. She got a dog with him. She basically tied herself to this guy in a way that left her stuck (where else would she go?). She got a dog with him. I thought she was stupid for tying herself to this guy, but I figured she knew better than I did. And then the signs popped up. She started telling me about their fights, how it was always a constant with them. How she didn't have any friends of her own, because the only social interaction she got was at her Cosmotology classes, and when HE wanted to go out. She was lonely, and crazy, and then he cheated on her.

And then she took him back. Why? Because she "loves" him. Well, dumbass, if you love something, set it free, and then your brother will kick it in the cunt for you.

Bitch.